The one who cries while he laugh...

I lost a friend to an accident last two nights. His name is Faizal Omar. He was a good friend of mine back in Temasek Polytechnic's time and being part of the Mendaks Clan, he was always around to make the laughter more meaningful. He would laugh till he cries and smack anyone beside him. Usually, he’s the audience but occasionally, he would crack up some crazy jokes too. He does have a great sense of humour. He would spurt out whatever he’s drinking while laughing, and usually it would be bandung, cause that’s his favourite drink. I would say Faizal is a tough person, because there was once he fell down from our bicycle trip to Mount Faber, and the fall was pretty scary. But he lived, with a chip of his front teeth broken. I could still remember once we had a huge quarrel bout friendship and the two of us cried; well I cried first. But that was then, when we were silly. Faizal is a nice guy. There are so many memories about him, even though for the past 2 years we have not been meeting up. He will be missed by many, and of course by me. Oh Allah, please bless his soul, and have a spot for him in heaven.

I'm still in shocked bout his death. I mean, it’s like a total slap on the face telling me to wake up. What if it was my close friends? What if it was my love ones? Or what if it was me? Anyone can die anytime. So I guess we should all not waste our time in life, live life to its fullest and treasure the moments we have. I guess, the saying is true; love makes a woman out of a girl, loss makes a man of out a boy. This loss definitely made me realise a lot of things. And I hope that this would be the last time I get a message bout a friend’s death. I want all of my friends to grow old first. Sometimes I ponder, why does it take a sad occasion for everyone to meet up? So people, make plans with your friends, and meet up anytime you can.

There are some things in my life that I’ve always wanted to keep both side buttered, but I just cant. I hate the feeling I’m having now. I seriously don’t know what to do bout it. I don’t know if I even should give a damn bout it. I don’t want to be an ignorant person, who forgets people who have paved part of my life.

Niwae I’m doing fine by the way. Let’s backdate a little bit. I was on RIA, which was so bloody fun. Fiza O is so hot. Sigh… Hehe! Then I was on WKRZ with Greta, which was fun too. I went to the Zoo, with the Asone peeps. Nothing that happening at the zoo, but it sure brings back a lot of memories. And the freakin lion is still so freakin lazy. I met Sha, with a shy hi and bye. Hi Sha!!! Hehe! Oh, Speakeasy was freakin fun. We had some mariachis in the house, haha, and the dudes were crazy on the guitar. Then last week I performed with The Pinholes. Tat was off the hook, and The Pinholes are crazy bunch of performers. Totally burned me on the set. Haha! I was introduced to a lot of nice people at the gig too. And not forgetting, I met Wei Wei. Woo hoo! Tat was so fun! Ali should know why. Haha!

Thanks to all the people who tuned in to the radio, ands thanks for tagging. Sayang korang! Niwae Jack, I’m half Indian and half arab with no idea what clan I’m from. I like my nose though, thanks. Haha! :)