I'll get my own show... sumday...

Like i said before, opportunities come all at one go. Rama called me jus now and he invited me to perform wif Triple Noize for a 'huge' event on Suria. On TV ok. My heart beat so fast and i was so freakin excited bout it. But, the bad news was, i had to be commited for 4 days straight. I cant do tat. I cant let my manager, Karen, down. I had tat urge of not coming to work again, but i wont do tat anymore. I jus had tis job. And i wanna keep it. Plus i love wat i'm doin at work. I dont want to let anymore people who really cares bout me down anymore. I'm tired. Niwae i'm rejecting Rama's offer. I really cant do it. And besides, i think i might have to take over Wady's place

I'm tired of making stupid mistakes, and giving people the wrong impression. I'm tired of running away from people. I'm tired of being unprofessional. I'm tired of being irresponsible. Eh penat lah!

I'm am going to get a mic soon, and i wll record. I wanna finish my EP before August, cos like Imran said, there will be alot of events in August and HipHopFest (organised by BS btw) is gonna take place ard tat time too. So its like the best time to release it. Cant wait to get my pay.

Niwae the lady who wanted to audition me for MTV VJ has jus called me. My audition is on tis Monday. Weeeee! Sometimes i feel like Joey from Friends alil bit. Its like i keep goin for auditions, if u noe wat i mean. Hehe! Maybe sumday i'll end up playin Al-Pacino's butt double too. But i dont have a butt. Jeez!

I'll earn my own show on tv sumday...