Salim's family...
I'm goin miss you alot bro... Take care...
I'm not tat close to Salim, but eversince i met him i was fond of him k. He is such a nice guy, polite and humble. And the best thing is he could make anybody laugh instantly wif all his crazy jokes, stories, faces, and antics. Hehe... Its hard k, to find someone so funny yet humble. Niwae Salim could act, dress up and disguise as anybody. And he's the kinda person who knows wat a good laugh is. U know some people might find tat some jokes are childish lah, blah blah blah, feelin macho, pkms betul... Infact, i dont find any reason not to like him, other than he's lazy to meet his friends. Mapek k tu. Salim is one of the special friends i have in my life.
Well, he's now in Yemen, studying. Su, Ali and me met him at the airport yesterday before he flew off. Su had to meet him, cos she's close mah. As for me and Ali, we felt like there is a need to meet to him. I dont know why lah, but Salim is special. I wish him all the best. I'm gonna miss him. Take care Salim. :)
How was my raya? It was ok. Nothin happen.
How is my headache? Its still here and i think its staying. And like Su said, i'm losing my hair cos my hair is gettin longer. Maybe its true. My hair have grown so much k, in jus a few months.
Sometimes the hardest thing in life is choice. I have so many options to chose, but everytime i choose one, another party gets hurt. If its not another party, then its me. Imran, Su and Nad met me a few days ago during their raya visit. Then Imran came out wif the topic, 'wat do we want for ourselves in next year or the upcoming years?'. Honestly, there are too many things tat i want, but i didnt know which one should i accomplish first. Then when i was telling Imran wat i want, he said, 'you need to sort out ur priorities'. I will usually get piss when someone says tat, but Imran have been totally honest bout helpin me, so i jus had to take it.
I admit i do have problems wif my priorities. I dont know which one to choose. I wanna break it down. There are 3 things i really really really want. 1. I wanna be active in the hiphop/music scene. Somehow i feel like i do have some skills to be shown. I feel like there's a need to do an EP. I wanna finish wat i started 4 years ago when i was in TP. Yes, tis is a hobby more than a career. But its the passion i have tat kept me moving, improving and wanting more performances, and i dont know why, but i wanna be spotted. I jus wish i could do sumthin tat makes me happy for a living. Sumtimes i feel like, fuck it lah, jus stop all tis crap rap thingy, but then someone or comes to me and said, u're good, u should release an EP, one day u'll make it big and etc. And there i go again, on cloud nine, wanting more for FreAkyZ. 2. I want to help my family and support them. 3. I want to make things happen between me and her.
My mom asked me when am i gonna get a proper job. She said tat she's too tired and she's very sick. She is ok. Its not tat i cant work and do hiphop at the same time, but its jus tat its difficult. Time and money. I have no idea how to explain to my friends when they ask me bout wat i feel. I get tis vibes tat they think i dont know wat i'm doin and i plan too much. Oh well, i should maybe not tell them bout my plans from now on. And i do freakin know wat i freakin want k...
Tis is jus random: I dont think tat we should wait for hari raya to ask for forgiveness or forgive people. Tats jus crap.
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