The one who sat at the rooftop...

I sat down at the rooftop thinkin bout u... Only u. I know wat i want, but i have no idea wat i should do bout u. I have no idea wats install for the two of us. I want to meet u, but time and work dont seem to make it good for us. I miss u so much today. So much tat i'm crying rite now while writing tis post. There are some gals in my life tat makes me feel happy, and i look at them and say, "God, i wish i could be wif u.." or "I wish she could be like u..". But i realise tat i love u for who u are, and nothin could change tat. Those times we cried on the phone talkin bout our heartbreaks together to the time we last talked... I love u so much. And things have been different without u. I wanna make us work, but i have no idea wat should i do first. I have everything tat i want now. I have a job, good pay atleast. I have friends, whom i love so much. Friends who watch dvds wif me, friends who spent their entire night wif me, friends who write songs wif me. My family is perfectly ok, eventhough the normal mom and dad things are still happenin. Music has been ok, ideas are coming and things are slowly happennin. All i'm missing in my life is u. I mean u are still in contact wif me, but i want u to be wif me every single moment. Even when i'm sittin at the rooftop. Whenever i close my eyes, i see u, Sab. I love u so much. I'm lost for words to describe how much i love u. I love u always, and tats final... :')

A friend of mine confess bout her secret. I was so shock to hear bout it, tat i kept quiet the almost the whole time she sat beside me. But i wanna thank her for tellin me, cos she makes me feel like someone special. Thank you. I know how u feel but "hey, u're safe mann!"... hehe... Dont worry i dont hate u. U're one of the coolest person in my life still.

Imran came over to my workplace today. Happy k. And u know everytime he meets me, we could brainstorm a whole lotta songs k. And today he freestyled/sang tis song to me, and it was so beautiful...

I am lost for words, tats nothin tat could change me
Everything i say, seems so wrong
I am lost for thoughts, cos everything i say is gone
Watever i hold on to, seems to disappear

U can hold me here, i cannot stay tat long
I know where i should go, i know where i belong
If its so hard to see, why u can be wif me
All the stars and the sky, agrees...

I am lost for words, its all beyond me
All of my fantasy, have gone to the floor
Why do i ask for more, why do i bother
Why do i yearn, wats never shown

I wish u guys could hear how melodious his voice was. Thank you Imran for making my day. When we meet, i wanna share more songs and ideas wif u ok.

To Lan and Ain, u guys are among the romantic couples for the time being. Congrats on ur first month. Love well my friends.

I'm still missin u Sab...