The one wif 'Ningga'...

I had one of the best Sundays ever thanks to the BS team. The event went smooth, well to me actually. I was so kanchong bout wat i'm suppose to do, but i think i did ok lor. I had fun playin wif those mixers and cd players. Best k. Feelin sound engineer 18 years trainin. Hehehe... Those so-called jerks who cut off my song on the Pasir Ris CDC gig turn out to be nice chaps. I talked to them bout alot of stuffs and they even advised me not to go to SAE. Jeez! Biar, biar!

Niwae Ning Baizura dope k. Love all her tracks, plus her sound engineer makes her sound so freakin good. The music, adlips, voice, everything lah sedap! Dia pun sedap. "Satu suit ngan tali pinggang aje"... Hehehe! I didnt get to take picture wif her, but i got a faceless pic of her, thanks to the soundman cum feelin photographer. Taufik's set was so short, but i think tats the trick, make the fans want more. Now i get it. Velvet Groove was really good, and they have really good music. All the acts are good lah. Excellent! Damn i miss performin like mad k.


Random...

After the show the all of us had supper together, and tat was the fun part. Imran's friends are so freakin hilarious k. Ali and I had stomach aches laughin to theirs antics. Imran wif his imaginations, Salim wif his acting, Su wif her jokes, Nadra wif her layanan mesra and Yani wif her British accent. Klakar k. It was damn fun hangin out wif them. Plus they're really friendly and nice people. I hope i get to work wif them again soon.

Yesterday, my video ezy store glass pane cracked. It was so bad, but it looks nicer actually. Feelin cracked glass. If u dont know wat i'm talkin about, here are some pics.


It starts here...


Retak seribu...


Nice right?


Sidetrack... Me at work... Hehe!

Niwae my senior is so panicky. She acts like its the end of her career when she saw the pane. Jeez! Wat is it wif women and stayin calm? Well, the contrator came and said, "Ah, tis one ah, will take about two or three day... so no touchin, no burstin ok..". But i think by Wednesday, the glass pane is gonna collapse, cos its crackin into smaller pieces now. Niwae it would be fun to witness tat. Gotta bring my camera more often to work now.

The one who cracks me up...

I had alot of laughs today thanks to the beautiful people of BS. I've never laughed like tis for a very long time now.

My mom cooked my favourite dish today to cheer me up. She kept asking me bout why i cried the other day, but i jus kept quiet. I guess she got a lil annoyed. Hehehe... Niwae she cooked ayam lemak lada padi today, and its bloody delicious k. Thanks mom.

I headed down to the open field at Hougang interchange after work cos i had to help the BS wif sumthing. I had to become their CD playback guy. I'm actually like stressed bout the real event tmr. I dont know really know wat to do. And tmr, i'm gonna handle Taufik's and Ning Baizura's cds. Jeez! Ning ok! Ningga! Hehehe... I hope i'm gonna be ok. But with the people around me tmr, i know everythings gonna be fine.

Salim cracks me up like mad k. He's so freakin funny and he bloody hell can act. He's exactly like me when i'm wif the mendaks or oldskool last time. Plus Su and Imran, who's both witty, the three of them are so funny together. Nadra is also another funny person. But when it comes to work, i can see they're really serious bout it. Niwae it was damn fun. Their jokes are like 10 times frequency higher than my normal friends, but i like them. I had a great day. Plus i get to talk to Ainon, Salim's sis, who's so drop-dead gorgeous. Scwhing! Too bad Ali didnt come along... Hehehe!

I'm gonna have a long day tmr, work than the event. Need to get some sleep now. Gd nite!

The one who has to be strong...

I had a crazy day last Saturday, but tiring tho. I didnt know tat walking from Bugis to Esplanade was so tiring. I had a performance on Saturday, wif The Marilyns @ Esplanade. I finished work at 3 pm, and i had to rush to the gig. So Ali came to the rescue wif his 'suria perkasa hitam' and i'm tellin u, he's a crazy rider at times. Niwae we reached the place at 3.45pm, and The Marilyns were already startin for soundcheck. We did our set without Lan, cos he was late. But it was fun. I hope The Funkus would get to perform again soon.


Some pictures from the gig...

After the show, i persuaded Ali and Lan to watch Star Wars Episode III. So we went to PS to get lovers seats. Hehehe... But before the movie, we went to Al-Majlis to smoke some sheesha ofcourse. I love the service there actually. Its like i'm being pampered. Ali, Lan and me had a serious talk bout the band. I'm actually good at serious talks. Hehehe... But there was one part, we played wif my digicam and snapped funny faces. I dont know why but i laughed out loud like mad. Tat was fun, we should do tat again. I dont know why, but i have a feelin tat tis band is really gonna happen. Insyallah. Niwae after tat, we headed to PS to watch the saga i've been wantin to watch.


The funny faces we made...

To my surprise, Ali and Lan was very impressed wif the movie. Come on, its Star Wars k. George Lucas is a genius. The movie was so incredibly great. I love it from start till the end. Nough said. Niwae after the movie, Ali and Lan keep asking questions bout wat happened next in episode 4, 5 and 6. Luckily, i did a lil homework at home, so i didnt have much trouble answerin them. Excellent!

Niwae i got my PS2 back thanks to my mother. So i think i wont be gettin X-Box so soon. I mean, most of the games are almost the same. But i really want a PSP. Its so bloody cool k. But i think wat i need most is a mic, so tat i can start recordin my tracks. I really need to put out sumthin soon. Its been too long.

I met Dian, Lan and Su. Su is Dian's friends and she's so cool k. She's like Imran alil bit, cos she knows alot and very humble. I had fun jus talking to the three of them. We should do tat more often.

These past few days have been crazy for me. But i've learned alot. I always keep asking myself questions; How come the good things you do in life people dont see, but the bad things, they exaggerate it? How come when u're watchin a romantic movie, u think its sweet, but when someone do it in real life, u call it drama? How come its too late for me? How come suddenly, 'if u love her, let her go..'? I got all the answers for these questions plus some others, after a few days. I know wat i have to do now.

I've said wat i really feel bout her. I've told her wat i want. But in life i've realised i can never get all the things tat i want. Some i do, some i dont. Tats why God is fair. And He also created retribution. I believe tat every bad thing tat happens to me are my retributions. A punishment for me so i remember who i am still. Mohamed Fazli. Everything in life is a test, we give up we fail. We learn and apply from our mistakes, we pass. Imran told me, we affect the surroundin and the surroundin affect us. I'm really broken hearted, but if i be sad all the time, my surroundins are goin to change. 'Knowing my conditions are the reasons i must change'. I'll never forget tis line.

I'm not changin my plans, but i am goin to change myself. I need to be more patient. I need to have more faith in myself. I need to be strong. I should give a fuckless bout wat people said bout me. I'm sick and tired of losing my faith everytime these things happen. First my dad, now its her. I'm not gonna be angry at them. I'm at fault too. I admit my mistakes.

Thank you Lan, Ali and Imran, for endurin wif my crapness these past few days.

Tis is the same story, but a different chapter for me. Shit, come to think bout it, i'm single now. Scwhing!!!

The one wif a show...

I got a show today at Esplanade. I love tat place alot. It reminds me of Beats for Peace. My best gig ever, cos basically i burned the whole show wif my inappropriate songs. I was rappin bout myself when i was like suppose to rap bout peace. Well, alot of people love me at tat time, except the other performers ofcourse. I felt so young and new at tat time. It was really a great feelin, no words can describe it.

Niwae my show is today 4pm sharp, Library Esplanade. I hope i see some surprising faces. Tat would be nice. I'm performin wif The Funkus today. We had an ok set on Wednesday, but alot of people loved the song 'Same Women Again'. I felt so proud at one point of time, cos tis indian guy the lyrics are good. Jeez! Niwae, its not my own effort. Without the guys playin the music, my lyrics are nothin.


During the show... Lan is not visible here...


Feelin Maroon 5 giler bapak nye...

I got the Europe job, but i'm not taking it. Firstly, the pay is not attractive enough. Secondly, plastics are not my interest, except for silicon, if u noe wat i mean. Thirdly, i have alot of things to do or finish in Singapore, my EP, my license, my SAE school, etc... Last but not least, i have cant leave my siblings, friends, bestfriends and my love. I need them all. So i'll still be here still.

Its all about choices... Wat is ur decision?

I have to work today. I like workin on weekend cos the workin hours feels like its moving so fast. But today i'm half day due to my gig... Weeeeee! Wat should i wear for my gig today? I'm gettin freakin thin, and i'm scared one day i might jus disappear into thin air. Hehehe... "Where's Fazli?"... "He's sittin th... oh my god, he was jus sittin there a few seconds ago!!"... Can u imagine wat it would be like? Klakar k...

I feel good not gettin angry at lil petty things anymore. And bloody hell i wanna watch Revenge Of The Sith!

The one who watched too many Matrix...

I had a Matrix day today. I feel like i became Neo for a moment, and everybody else is jus a program in my life. Everybody else has purpose in life. Friends, close friends, bestfriends and etc... I'm talkin crap anyway...

The Funkus is not so ready for tis Wednesday performance. I'm having trouble wif my lyrics. Lan wif his drums. Hamzah is ok. Ali is like confused. Zaheed, i hav no comments. Its kinda hard forming a band wif ur friends. Sometimes when there's sumthin wrong, i'm like hestitant to tell them wats wrong. But we have two more jammin session before the day we play. Which is wednesday. Jeez!

I got a new job offer, and it is very exciting. I hope they call me back. I really need it. I wanna freakin get out of tis... if u noe wat i mean...

I've realised tat sometimes wat matters most is the choices i make in my life. To do or not. To be or not to be. I should always be honest and talk less. I'll have to free my mind bout people who loves or hate me. It dont matter actually. Its my life, not theirs. I have to decide for myself.

I've made some choices in my life. Choices tat matters to me most. I believe... in God... :)

The one with questions...

(I'm bored actually... Courtesy of Imran and Ayu...)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1) munji palek
2) kura kura
3) fazli

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1) my nose
2) my corny and exaggerating humour
3) my sleepin late habit

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
1) my whole freakin body, i'm thin k.
2) my temper
3) my wakin up late habit

THREE THINGS YOU WISH YOU HAD RIGHT NOW
1) The new HP Pavillion
2) Ipod / Creative Zen mp3 player
3) PSP

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1) malay
2) arab
3) indian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1) total darkness
2) sittin infront of a tv but not switchin it on, then u could see sumthin behind u
3) electricity

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1) music
2) movies
3) magnolia chocolate milk

THREE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1) my brown busuk boxer
2) plain white t-shirt
3) i'm in my room, wat do expect me to wear?

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS/ARTISTS AT PRESENT
1) 'The Fact Is (I Need You)' - Jill Scott
2) 'Brown Sugar' - Mos Def ft Faith Evans
3) 'Got The Right To Be Wrong' - Joss Stone

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1) gain weight
2) record an EP
3) set up a small cafe/chillin place

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP -- LOVE IS A GIVEN
1) no curfews for her, pls
2) laugh, laugh and laugh
3) honesty

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1) i am an indian and arab mix
2) i am a gadget freak
3) i know how to play all musical instruments

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1) plannin always happen
2) how bimbo-ish they can be
3) their laughters

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1) talk about women and rate them upon 10
2) feelin good-looking and cute
3) sharing of clothing

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO
1) comb my hair
2) sleep early
3) wake up early

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES
1) fruitylooping
2) observing people
3) watchin my dvds

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1) pass my bike license
2) pay my bills
3) paint my room

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1) sound engineer
2) producer (both music and movies)
3) owner of a small but successful chillin place

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1) Walt Disney World, Orlando, Florida
2) Pokemon Center, New York or Tokyo
3) Taj Mahal, India

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1) have grandchildren
2) appear on TV rappin or singin my song
3) go to holy land, Mecca...

The one without Koko Crunch...

Eversince i start work my days have pass by so fast. I dont know wat day, date and sumtimes even the month. I'm really looking forward to 31 May cos tats when i get my bloody pay. I dont know why i love making plans without money in hand. I always keep forgettin bout Singtel and Starhub who will always be part of my life. Oh btw, today i got a letter from M1. I have an overdue account wif them, but it aint tat much. The funny thing is they are offerin me a handphone wif a two year plan if i pay the amount. Its so called motivation to settle ur bills. Maybe Singtel should do tat. Every month when we pay our bills, they should give us vouchers to be used at NTUC maybe. Then i can get my Koko Crunch. I miss Koko Crunch.

Work has been alot of fun now. I'm lovin every single day at work. But the only problem i have is waking up early and also gettin good sleep. Alarm clock dont freakin work anymore in my sleepy world. I need help. I feel bad everytime my siblings wake me up, cos i'll end up scoldin them for disturbin my sleep. Oh my god, wat kind of a brother am i??

I got alot of things to do. Beats for the hiphop people. Songs to write for The Funkus. Jammin session wif The Marilyns, which is tmr. I jus dont want to screw up on my work again.

I wanted to write a whole lotta story, but i'm too tired... But i love tis lyrics...

I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
- Joss Stone, Right To Be Wrong...

Its for the best... I'm sorry...