The one who is 22...

My performance at Platform 6 was super happening. Work is the same thing everyday, kachang all the way. And I'm good.

Happy birthday dear! May all ur wishes come true... :)

The one who dont know love...

I watched Eight Below just now and it’s a recommended movie by me. Very touching. I cried of course. Niwae I found a new way to sneak into the cinema, hehehe... I can’t wait to get my free tickets. Have to wait for so long. Jeez!

Today, 3 people asked me why I don’t have a girlfriend. Do I look like I need one? NO right. I'm doing fine without one, and I don’t want to fall for one so soon. Unless it’s ....... Hehe! Niwae I’m so busy with work; I don’t think I might have time for that special someone.

Seriously, i dont know love anymore. I just wanna be happy for a change.

12 more days to finish April. Oh, I cant wait for May.

The one who wants to find a better place...

Things are not going too well at home now. I hate it. One day it’s all good, the next day everything turns upside down. And it’s all because of the small things that are happening in the house. I wanna find a better place to stay. I want my own place. I wanna live in peace. Any lady who wants to marry, pls call asap. We'll buy a house, go to work and learn to love each other later. Hehehe...

Its exactly one year since my dad talked to me. Last year, this month, a lot of bad things happen to me. April doesn’t seem to like me so much maybe. So much has happen since last year. I don’t know why people say and do mean things when they say they love u.

Last Thursday, Xstatix came over to my crib to record their song Teardrop, which will be part of my beats compilation later this year. Watching them really motivates me to move on with my music. Thank you guys. Later that night, we went to El-Sheikh and I taught them a new camera trick. Haha! It’s so funny when they find out new things play with. Watching Mok's tioman trip pictures made me miss genting beach. Once I can claim my leave, I’ll go there again for sure.

This coming Saturday, 22nd April, I’m performing at Platform 6. I don’t know how many tickets are left, but the tickets are $10 per person inclusive of one drink free. The event is held at Dbl O, and doors open at 2pm. Pls do come and support the event if you’re free. Thank you.

If someone asks you how you are, the nicest thing to do is ask them back. Don’t ask for free things, and if you get them at least say thank you.

Dear Nani, I miss you so much now. :’(

The one who inspired me...

1973 - 2006

One of my favourite rapper, and influence, died yesterday, from a gunshot. He was shot in the head and pronounced dead when he reached the hospital. Proof is a member of D12, and he was always around Eminem for performances as a hypeman. When i went to Kansas City to watch Eminem live, i was so excited to see all the other acts. Proof was really amazing on stage. During the set, he staged dive on the mosh pit. I was there ofcourse, so bloody excited bout everything that was going on. I will never forget that night.

Came back to Singapore, inspired and all, i wanted to be a rap artist in the local scene. I didnt have any instrumental, and i was not into making beats at that time. So i managed to get my hands on one of Proof's crazy track, called 'Yzarc'. I looped it and it became one of my first rap song. I did a memorable set at Beats For Peace with that song. Everybody chanted my name along with the beat, cause i made them to do that. Hehe! I still have the live recording of it. That song was so important ok. It sparked off the funny part of FreakyZ. And thanks to Proof for the the inspirational track.

I personally think Proof was the best in D12, with his husky voice and dope rhymes. He still the best to me and he will always be. I dont know why i'm feeling very sad when Rama told me bout the news of his death. But one thing is for sure, i listen to his music and he did influenced me on my songs. He has put Detroit on the hiphop map, and thats what i wanna do from now on. He will be missed definitely by alot of people all around the world.

Rest in peace, Proof. :')

The one who made a wise decision...

Remember this, when one door closes another door opens. This goes out to you, you, you and myself ofcourse.

Niwae i shouldnt give a damn anymore. Its just temporary.

The one who bought an alarm clock...

Two weeks passed just like that. Haiz! Hehehe... I find the sighing thing funny, i dont know why. Niwae its been a very busy busy busy life for me. My shifts are as long as my sleep. I'm working at the kachang putih stall and i like it there. The only bad thing is that no one wants to work there, and i cant go for break everytime i work. Fortunately, starting from tommorrow, i'm seeing some light. Hehe... Now my roster is pretty relaxed, and there will be people to relief me for break. Yeay! I just miss spending time with some people and ofcourse my Nemo. Tat's the name of my PC btw.

I cant really remember what i did or who i met for the last few weeks. I remember there was Speakeasy. Like normal, i had loads of fun. I was late for the show btw, like 30 mins late. The performances were good. I just love my first Saturday of the month. I remember sheesha-ing at Al-Majlis with the Asone people plus Ishaaq, Imran and Ali. After tat, we went to Mustafa Centre. I got myself an alarm clock cause i still cant find a girlfriend and Ali got himself an old school talcum powder. I miss my Nani at that point of time. I remember bout my colleagues at work who found out bout FreakyZ, and most of them were shocked. Tat was bloody fun. I remember working till late night, and those lonely trips in the MRT. I remember, meetin different people at different places. I remember friends who came to my workplace to take picture with me in my kurta. Hehe... Thank you for your time.

I wanted to blog a whole lot of things bout why i'm kinda sad a few weeks back. But a very good friend of mine reminded me bout self-assurance, and i realised that it helps. I just need to tell myself, to shut the fuck up. :)

Cant wait to finish all the things i've started on or a long time overdue.